09.18.01 - 8:25 p.m. - i think so.

i can't say this out loud:

i have you, but i still want you.

actually, maybe i just want a parting with fireworks and not with this sinking i'm left with. because goodbyes are never as hollywood as you want them to be, and not nearly as final as they need to be.

i just wish she'd kiss me back more often than she does, especially when we're saying goodnight.

she still likes me, i think. hopefully i'm just being insecure again.

troz - diaryland - zort