06.24.02 - midi night - i would say definitely because it is definite

it is the season of yardsales, so i am happy.

after work, elise and i walked around a lot and ended up at her friend gaby's house for a barbecue. the family of gaby is a good family, and we hung out with her big brothers and their illegal fireworks.

i suppose it was only half a date because the day seemed to center on gaby. i think gaby is alright. she's one of those girls who has always wanted a boyfriend but has never had one. gaby reads modern romance novels and v.c. andrews books that i used to see girls read in 8th grade, but gaby is 17 so i am a little bit weirded out.

i like elise a lot because she is a lot nicer than amy.

speaking of amy, i find it interesting that i still think about her a lot. past love burns into too many sidewalks and skylines (and torturous murderous machinations of death ow ow ow). i am always looking for her since she's my neighbor and all, but i never see her. perhaps she is elfishly hiding somewhere. i kind of miss her because i miss talking to her and i miss being so stupidly in love, even though i am not so sure how in love i really was. i kind of want to talk to her because i am leaving but i also don't want to talk to her because there's no point in it anyhow.

but back to more pressing matters. i probably shouldn't like elise (the girl who walks without moving her head, and i so like walking behind her and watching) since i'm leaving soon. i am probably going to say that a lot from now on.

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