09.24.02 - 12:28 p.m. - seems

i am in an arrested state
i'd rather crush out than go out
(of my box)
with anyone

there's something wrong when musing upon love seems more fulfilling than love itself

but fantasies and dreams are meant to be fulfilled.

i'm cultivating. yes, that is the word. schoolwork is fuelwork for college, which is coming and looming and striking.

troz - diaryland - zort