07.13.02 - 2:14 a.m. - it's all about the "tguk."

i worked through two sold out shows featuring the get up kids and the white stripes.

oh well.

i still remember seeing the get up kids last year. that seems like such a long time ago. they sound different to me now. less urgent. i guess i'm not quite as emotional as i used to be about music.

i'm betting these are all phases. kind of like with Erik Erikson's phases of human development.

- Infancy (basic trust vs. basic mistrust)
- Early childhood (autonomy vs. doubt)
- Play age (initiative vs. guilt)
- School age (industry vs. inferiority)
- Adolescence (identity vs. role confusion)
- Young adulthood (intimacy vs. isolation)
- Adulthood (generativity vs. stagnation or self-absorption)
- Mature adulthood (integrity vs despair)

i mean, that has to deal with music, right?

i don't stick to my music

maybe it's the same way i treat people: fall in love (and i mean that romantically and unromantically) and not pay attention to any else.

i like tightly close-knit groups.

i've gotten to being everywhichway about living and loving. i know it is beautiful to finally gain intimacy but the process is so hard.

and it's supposed to be all about the process and appreciating it, and i'm not doing that anymore.

hah i crave insta-bonds.

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