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12.02.01 - 7:26 p.m. - to my face

i've gotten to be so frustrated lately.

i hate school more than ever, i don't know why my mother is trying so hard to find something to get pissed off at me for (i can't so much as pass by her without getting bitched at), and amy isn't being as nice as she could be.

there's not much to it. she wrote she wanted to be there specifically without me, so she could pretend to be alone. nice try, with the big elaborate cover-up.

so this weekend she went to some cafe with "mark and casey" like it's nothing.

i'd say more about it but what's the point.

if i'm thinking about it so much, maybe we'd be better off not going out.

... i want to delete that, but that's like lying and saying i never thought about it before.


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