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10.24.02 - 12:52 a.m. - letter to nobody in general and so i tried smoking pot. i can honestly say that it wasn't a direct result of trying to fit in. fitting in was a by-product of curiosity and boredom and loneliness. we went under the stairs of holly's neighbor's house. apparently, her neighbor hardly ever leaves it. there was a really loud dog that made everyone skat after my first hit, but no people around. um, i guess i'm kind of disappointed in myself but not really. it was some really weak stuff, and so i think i mostly ended up just smelling kind of stinky. |